April 29, 2012

Red ribbon, red ribbon


Pull me apart
like a ribbon 
with frayed ends,
unravel me
all the way to the top,
leave me tangled and messy;
just do it with a smile
and blurry eyes,
like you always do.
Take me far away
just to bring me back 
empty handed.
It's easier when our cheeks are red 
from reeking of alcohol,
not shame. 
I won't convince you otherwise.

March 14, 2012

This is for the boys

(who answer my questions,
even the ones that begin and end in 'why?')



Although there should be,
there is no calendar date
set aside for the men in my life.
The longest day of the year
wouldn’t have enough hours in the day
to celebrate what they can (and cannot) do.
No one thought to book off
all the days they fixed the
“un-repairable” and irreplaceable,
that which I have broken, or even
that which they broke.
And the banks forgot to close
when they sing happy birthday
(to me, or my mom)
or when they bought the matching cake.
There is no medal
for seeing me cry, doing my dishes,
letting me sleep and waking me up.
No one got paid overtime 
walking me home or changing the light bulbs.
There is no calendar out there
that staggers names across dates 
and bullet points their achievements
(it would be far too lengthy).
Even so,
There are no words in print
that could celebrate them the way I do.

This is for the boys who 
can reach the top shelf.
This is for the boys 
who’ve helped me do my homework,
who carve the meat,
climb the ladders, 
turn the screws,
paint the walls,
cook 
and clean,
sing and dance,
use power tools 
rip things down 
and build them back up again.
They chase, lose and find the dogs, 
set things on fire
and still find the time to be golden.

January 20, 2012

Hype

When the rational 
became rationed 
and fodder is now filler. 
The worlds all hyped up 
on something that calms you down. 
Did you ever think 
I meant to be that way?