February 7, 2010

Look real close.

If you looked close,
(real close)
you could see little lace-y, trace-y lines,
blooming webs spanning a face,
tracking the tread marks of lies, strains,
smiles and surprises,
all leaving footprints
after coming around often enough.
My eyes can only see what left a mark,
soap washes away the fingerprints of today.
You open your mouth and there-- there I see it.
The lie. It’s behind the sides of your smile,
peeking out like so.
Lies twitch, and so do you;
you're staring me straight in the eye, you're that good
and I'm waiting for you to put the finishing touches
on all this, 
and there you go,
singing sweet words and absolute promises...
both of us know that next week,
maybe the week after next
i'll find the lie
again.

February 2, 2010

Red and White


The ambulance rains,
red, white, screaming and loud
are taking their toll on my head,
screaming at me to fix it, fix it.
The cars
some of them won't get out of the way,
and that’s the one taking the toll on my heart.
Human curiosity is amazing, disgusting.
I want to know, want to know what happened,
what I'd say, is everyone okay?
The city has a voice, sometimes loud, sometimes not
so much. But its always there.
Its wailing begs to drive me away, but I know,
I know that anywhere else,
it’ll never get any better.

February 1, 2010

She Doll

She sat and she sang,
and for all the eye could see,
she was as happy as could be.
Fine gold threads made up
little lashes framing
big oval eyes, set with blue stones;
Fanning across cheeks so
pale they could only be porcelain.
Rose petals must have been brushed across those
lovely cheeks, to give them that palest pretty blush.
Positioned at will, she could do nothing
but look as pretty as she did,
while she was told of all the beautiful things in life
she had.
Thin copper strands dusted her halo of gold,
dancing around her face in the winds and breeze,
fluttering fancifully around red lips
she couldn’t put to use.
She,
the delicate rose
white as cotton
in a sea of plumage.
They looked again,
For her, their treasure,
and when they did
it was a diamond that rolled down that slope of porcelain